I Remember the Boy

As i read some blog entries of some friends of mine, i noticed that the entries do not fail to mention a thing or two about their lovelife (present or past) or about the very meaning of love itself. I suddenly remember a conversation i had with a friend last week. It was about a past prospect of mine. My friend asked me why all of a sudden, i can talk about that person (and all the issues that comes with it) with great ease. My friend even teased me how i was so down for about two weeks. Right then i wanted to tell him, "it wasn't even two weeks, maybe it was a month or so.. :) ".

Maybe i have really gotten over the issue and even gotten over that person that everything comes so easy now. No more songs to dedicate to the person, no more credits to use (or waste ?) just texting nonsense stuff to that person, no more wasted time thinking about that person or trying so hard just to get a glimpse or even have a conversation with that person.

It's not that i am bitter with the months that i have spent liking that person. I am not that type. I usually treat every experience as something where i can learn something (or even re-learn) . I try my best not to regret anything. I believe everything that is happening has a purpose. I just have to wait and trust that everything is still according to His plan for me.

Lately, i am again having communication to those guys who i really liked before (communication="Hi! How are you" in Friendster or in text). But it doesn't mean that something would really happen. I actually think that it's pretty impossible. I think i have this attitude of not being friends (as in close friends) with those guys that i liked before (those with whom i had a "past" with). I can be friends with them but not that close anymore.

Just as stated in these lines:

I remember the boy, but i don't remember the feelings anymore...

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I Remember The Boy

Today I heard them play the song again
An old familiar strain from way back when
Ev'ry note and ev'ry line
It's always been a fav'rite song of mine

It used to haunt me so some years ago
Reminds me of the boy I used to know
And although the melody lives on
The mem'ries and the boy are all but gone

And while the song still brings that certain glow
And the words still sing of love I know
It isn't why the way it was before
I remember the boy but I don't remember
the feelings anymore

The promises we made seem easier then
As if we knew our love would never end
But seasons change and time erases the tears
As swiftly as the rivers disappear

So while the song still brings that certain glow
And the words still sing of love I know
It isn't why the way it was before
I remember the boy but I don't remember
the feelings I remember the boy
but I don't remember the feelings anymore