ang totoo, para talaga to kina charmie at mon mom. Hindi na kasi kami nagkikita at nagkakausap. sana sa pamamgitan nito, updated pa rin sila. haha :)
pero ok na rin kung mas marami ang nagbabasa..ayos na sa akin. :)
4 years ago
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
songs...lines..meanings
"Even the best fall down sometimes, even the stars refuse to shine"
"What if i took my time to love you? What if i put no-one above you?"
" You and me. We used to be together. Everyday together.. always. I really feel that I'm losing my best friend.. I can't believe ,this could be the end. It looks as though you're letting go. And if it's real. Well I don't want to know... Don't speak I know just what you're saying. So please stop explaining. Don't tell me cause it hurts..."
"Even though youve doing me wrong..I still care...Do you think that by treating me cruel that somehow Ill disappear? baby I love you too much just to walk away. Dont make me hate you...Baby youve got to be straight..."
"Torn in between the two Cause I really wanna be with you But something is telling me that I should leave you alone.. So many times I, I was ready to go. So many times I had my foot out the door. So many times I, I thought to give him a chance. Thought he'd be a better man. Now Im sitting here and Im so confused.. Cause I keep fighting myself for you. I dont know how much more I can take. But I cant feel this way. You got me so torn! "
"Where do I start, to live my life alone? I guess I'm learning, only learning, Learning the art of letting go.."
"i would have given you all of my heart..but there's someone who's torn it apart. And he's taking just all that i have. But if you want, i'll try to love again. I'll try to love again but i know..the first cut is the deepest.."
"whenever i see your smiling face, i have to smile myself, because i love you."
"What if i took my time to love you? What if i put no-one above you?"
" You and me. We used to be together. Everyday together.. always. I really feel that I'm losing my best friend.. I can't believe ,this could be the end. It looks as though you're letting go. And if it's real. Well I don't want to know... Don't speak I know just what you're saying. So please stop explaining. Don't tell me cause it hurts..."
"Even though youve doing me wrong..I still care...Do you think that by treating me cruel that somehow Ill disappear? baby I love you too much just to walk away. Dont make me hate you...Baby youve got to be straight..."
"Torn in between the two Cause I really wanna be with you But something is telling me that I should leave you alone.. So many times I, I was ready to go. So many times I had my foot out the door. So many times I, I thought to give him a chance. Thought he'd be a better man. Now Im sitting here and Im so confused.. Cause I keep fighting myself for you. I dont know how much more I can take. But I cant feel this way. You got me so torn! "
"Where do I start, to live my life alone? I guess I'm learning, only learning, Learning the art of letting go.."
"i would have given you all of my heart..but there's someone who's torn it apart. And he's taking just all that i have. But if you want, i'll try to love again. I'll try to love again but i know..the first cut is the deepest.."
"whenever i see your smiling face, i have to smile myself, because i love you."
elections...again
Ngayon, Com heads naman. :)
Good luck tim. :) syempre alam kong mananalo ka dahil kaw bet ko dati pa. haha
basta galingan mo ha? :) sana matupad na ang pangarap natin lahat para sa erya.. at sa gabay na rin. we'll support you no matter what. :)
Good luck tim. :) syempre alam kong mananalo ka dahil kaw bet ko dati pa. haha
basta galingan mo ha? :) sana matupad na ang pangarap natin lahat para sa erya.. at sa gabay na rin. we'll support you no matter what. :)
just to end it all..here's my side of story
Ano ba talaga?
Elections.Gabay.Kythe.ANI.
A closure.
Was I hurt when I didn’t win?
Yes.
I was with tim, mel and james after the announcement of the winners. We ate at Poly’s and then went to Red Ribbon.. During that time, all we did was talk about the results of the elections and what would happen next. Mel kept on stressing the fact that I didn’t win. Maybe he wanted me to say something about it…perhaps let my emotions out? I don’t know.
My reaction? Mixed emotions.
For a while, I thought that I would really win. I had all these plans building in my mind about what to do next year, the changes that I wanted to pursue, how I would do them, fund-raising projects, when to plan, who the right people are, etc. I was a bit excited.
But then before the election, I had this feeling that I would not win. I don’t know why. Maybe sometimes people just have this gut feeling in them..i’m not sure. On the day of the election, I had my finance long test. So for a while, I forgot about the election.
When james told mel that I did not win, I just said to myself, I knew it.
Was I sad? Maybe. The funny thing was, I only had an hour of sleep that my brain was not functioning really well.. or maybe it was a shock? That’s why dedma lang nung kasama ko sila. But don’t get me wrong. Tanggap ko yung resulta ng eleksyon.
I think the only time that reality finally struck me was when james left mel and I at red ribbon. Mel kept on bugging me about it the whole time we were there. Nag-play yung kanta ni josh groban..i think it was You Raised Me Up. Sabi ni mel nakikiramay daw yung kanta sa akin dahil sad din. Nun ko lang ata talaga na feel yung effect sa akin ng result. (While I am writing this, naisip ko lang, ano kayang gustong mangyari ni mel? Bakit niya ko kinukulit about it? Did he want me to cry? : )
Losing? Tolerable. But what hurts me more is the fact that the people who are closest to me are the ones who doesn’t even believe in me. Why? I wish I knew…
2 votes? Wow. I’ll kill the two people who did not vote for me. Joke :)
I think losing is part of life. It is not the first time that I lose. I had my fair share of failures, rejections and sorrows.
Cliché as it may sound…the more important thing is to get up after every fall.
I do not even regret running. :). i am proud that I stood up for my own beliefs. :)
What will happen next?
It depends. :)
Stay or not? Claire, ano ba? Hahaha
Hello Kythe, Goodbye Gabay? :)
Or
Welcome back kambal? :)
Mas gusto ko ata yung huli.
Elections.Gabay.Kythe.ANI.
A closure.
Was I hurt when I didn’t win?
Yes.
I was with tim, mel and james after the announcement of the winners. We ate at Poly’s and then went to Red Ribbon.. During that time, all we did was talk about the results of the elections and what would happen next. Mel kept on stressing the fact that I didn’t win. Maybe he wanted me to say something about it…perhaps let my emotions out? I don’t know.
My reaction? Mixed emotions.
For a while, I thought that I would really win. I had all these plans building in my mind about what to do next year, the changes that I wanted to pursue, how I would do them, fund-raising projects, when to plan, who the right people are, etc. I was a bit excited.
But then before the election, I had this feeling that I would not win. I don’t know why. Maybe sometimes people just have this gut feeling in them..i’m not sure. On the day of the election, I had my finance long test. So for a while, I forgot about the election.
When james told mel that I did not win, I just said to myself, I knew it.
Was I sad? Maybe. The funny thing was, I only had an hour of sleep that my brain was not functioning really well.. or maybe it was a shock? That’s why dedma lang nung kasama ko sila. But don’t get me wrong. Tanggap ko yung resulta ng eleksyon.
I think the only time that reality finally struck me was when james left mel and I at red ribbon. Mel kept on bugging me about it the whole time we were there. Nag-play yung kanta ni josh groban..i think it was You Raised Me Up. Sabi ni mel nakikiramay daw yung kanta sa akin dahil sad din. Nun ko lang ata talaga na feel yung effect sa akin ng result. (While I am writing this, naisip ko lang, ano kayang gustong mangyari ni mel? Bakit niya ko kinukulit about it? Did he want me to cry? : )
Losing? Tolerable. But what hurts me more is the fact that the people who are closest to me are the ones who doesn’t even believe in me. Why? I wish I knew…
2 votes? Wow. I’ll kill the two people who did not vote for me. Joke :)
I think losing is part of life. It is not the first time that I lose. I had my fair share of failures, rejections and sorrows.
Cliché as it may sound…the more important thing is to get up after every fall.
I do not even regret running. :). i am proud that I stood up for my own beliefs. :)
What will happen next?
It depends. :)
Stay or not? Claire, ano ba? Hahaha
Hello Kythe, Goodbye Gabay? :)
Or
Welcome back kambal? :)
Mas gusto ko ata yung huli.
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
10 things to know about jo
1. she easily cries, but you can seldom see her cry
2. she's a hopeless romantic
3. she's a crammer
4. she loves ANI and GABAY
5. she hates calling companies for sponsorships :)
6. she doesn't know how to swim
7. she loves everything sweet
8. she has this addiction to bags, earrings, anime and koreanovela
9. she loves coffee
10. she's really a brat. :)
2. she's a hopeless romantic
3. she's a crammer
4. she loves ANI and GABAY
5. she hates calling companies for sponsorships :)
6. she doesn't know how to swim
7. she loves everything sweet
8. she has this addiction to bags, earrings, anime and koreanovela
9. she loves coffee
10. she's really a brat. :)
Monday, January 29, 2007
mga nangyari nitong mga nakaraang araw
* JOB FAIR
sobrang stressful ng jobfair. Ang dami ko atang nabigyan ng resume. Lahat ata ng pwede binigyan ko na. Haaaay.... nakakapagod. Nagpunta pa kami nina tina at mel sa UP. To think na OJT lang ito...Pano pa kaya pag naghahanap na talaga ako ng trabaho???!!!
Sana ok yung mapunta sa aking OJT. At sana ok din yung allowance.hehe :)
*DOTA
twice ako nagdota last week. :) ang BI kasi ni mel. magkasunod pang araw yun ha?? thurs at fri. ang dami ngang pumuta.. sina kuya roi, rb, jahnus, tim, marc, ray, marvin, mel, etc. haha
Sabi ni soulmate ang BI ko daw dahil twice pa lang din sya nagdodota this year at ako ang kasama at "nagyaya" pareho. hehe
Si mel naman talaga ang nagyayaya eh. ginagamit nya lang pangalan ko.hahaha
Pero ayos lang. Nag-enjoy ako. :)
Hahaha. Dati naiinis ako sa dota kasi hindi ko sila makausap, makatext at mayayang manood ng movie pag nagdodota sila. sabi nga nila, "if you can't beat them, join them!" hahaha
*nainis/naiinis ako sa ibang tao..
bakit kung sino pa ang mga ka-close mo, sila pa yung walang tiwala sa'yo?
* ACADS
for the record, hindi ako nadalian sa finance. Iniisip lang ni kambal yun dahil dedma ako sa test nung monday. Pero sa totoo lang, hindi rin kasi ako nag-aral kaya hindi ako affected. hehe
midterms na sa eco!!! hala!! at wala pa akong alam.
may paper sa history at guess what? wala pa kaming nauumpisahan. :)
haaay.. bahala na. :)
sobrang stressful ng jobfair. Ang dami ko atang nabigyan ng resume. Lahat ata ng pwede binigyan ko na. Haaaay.... nakakapagod. Nagpunta pa kami nina tina at mel sa UP. To think na OJT lang ito...Pano pa kaya pag naghahanap na talaga ako ng trabaho???!!!
Sana ok yung mapunta sa aking OJT. At sana ok din yung allowance.hehe :)
*DOTA
twice ako nagdota last week. :) ang BI kasi ni mel. magkasunod pang araw yun ha?? thurs at fri. ang dami ngang pumuta.. sina kuya roi, rb, jahnus, tim, marc, ray, marvin, mel, etc. haha
Sabi ni soulmate ang BI ko daw dahil twice pa lang din sya nagdodota this year at ako ang kasama at "nagyaya" pareho. hehe
Si mel naman talaga ang nagyayaya eh. ginagamit nya lang pangalan ko.hahaha
Pero ayos lang. Nag-enjoy ako. :)
Hahaha. Dati naiinis ako sa dota kasi hindi ko sila makausap, makatext at mayayang manood ng movie pag nagdodota sila. sabi nga nila, "if you can't beat them, join them!" hahaha
*nainis/naiinis ako sa ibang tao..
bakit kung sino pa ang mga ka-close mo, sila pa yung walang tiwala sa'yo?
* ACADS
for the record, hindi ako nadalian sa finance. Iniisip lang ni kambal yun dahil dedma ako sa test nung monday. Pero sa totoo lang, hindi rin kasi ako nag-aral kaya hindi ako affected. hehe
midterms na sa eco!!! hala!! at wala pa akong alam.
may paper sa history at guess what? wala pa kaming nauumpisahan. :)
haaay.. bahala na. :)
Strong Enough
As I rest against this cold, hard wall
Or will you pass me by?
Will you criticize me as I sit and cry?
I had fought so hard and thought that all my battles had been won
Only to find the war has just begun
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Is he not strong enough?
Is he not pure enough?
To break me, pour me out, and start again
Is he not brave enough?
To take one chance on me
Please can I have one chance to start again?
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Will my weakness for an hour
Make me suffer for a life time
Is there anyway to be made whole again?
If I'm healed, renewed and find forgiveness
Find the strength I've never had
Will my scars forever ruin all god's plan?
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Is he not strong enough?
Is he not pure enough?
To break me, pour me out, and start again
Is he not brave enough?
To take one chance on me
Please can I have one chance to start again?
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He took my life into his hands and it turned it all around
In my most desperate circumstance
It's there I finally found
That you are strong enough
That you are pure enough
To break me, pour me out and start again
That you are brave enough
To take one chance on me
Oh thank you for my chance to start again
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* wala lang.. ang ganda ng kanta, pero ang lungkot..
Thursday, January 25, 2007
thanks but no thanks..
Thanks to all those who sincerely expressed their "SORRYs". I appreciate it so much.. :)
Thanks to all those who feel sorry for me and to those who sympathize me...but no thanks.
I ran in the election to be a part of EB because i really wanted to serve. People may think it's a plus factor in the resume or a prestigious position... but, the hell i care. I wanted to be in Gabay Executive Committee because i want CHANGES. Some people may say that you can also pursue the changes you want even though you're just a member...i don't think so. My committee has been long expressing our sentiments...still nothing happens. Some people may disagree (but remember, nakikibasa ka lang ng blog ko :), i dont care. I really believe it is time to make changes. Good Luck to the new EB. :)
Ok, enough of that.
I ran. I lost.
so?
:)
I am really okay about it.
I already told some people that i feel that i wont win. And i didn't.
It is really hard when you compete with people who are really deserving and competent. Everyone has something to offer. It gets harder when you compete with friends. :)
Congrats to claire, soulmate, lnel, tina and ekai. :)
i just don't like it when people feel sympathy for me. In fact, i hate it.
"kawawa naman siya.."
"haaay..sayang..."
"ok ka lang ba?"
"wag ka nang malungkot, ganyan talaga".
leave me alone.
i don't need your sympathy. It makes me feel more of a loser.
Thanks, but no thanks.
Thanks to all those who feel sorry for me and to those who sympathize me...but no thanks.
I ran in the election to be a part of EB because i really wanted to serve. People may think it's a plus factor in the resume or a prestigious position... but, the hell i care. I wanted to be in Gabay Executive Committee because i want CHANGES. Some people may say that you can also pursue the changes you want even though you're just a member...i don't think so. My committee has been long expressing our sentiments...still nothing happens. Some people may disagree (but remember, nakikibasa ka lang ng blog ko :), i dont care. I really believe it is time to make changes. Good Luck to the new EB. :)
Ok, enough of that.
I ran. I lost.
so?
:)
I am really okay about it.
I already told some people that i feel that i wont win. And i didn't.
It is really hard when you compete with people who are really deserving and competent. Everyone has something to offer. It gets harder when you compete with friends. :)
Congrats to claire, soulmate, lnel, tina and ekai. :)
i just don't like it when people feel sympathy for me. In fact, i hate it.
"kawawa naman siya.."
"haaay..sayang..."
"ok ka lang ba?"
"wag ka nang malungkot, ganyan talaga".
leave me alone.
i don't need your sympathy. It makes me feel more of a loser.
Thanks, but no thanks.
are you okay?
Kuya omar: hey soul. Ngayn ko lng dn nalaman ung results. if evr u feel bad dont.. Anytime things dont go ur way its jst God's way of sayng he has something better set aside for you. godbless
someone: Jo, nadisappoint ako sa resulta ng eleksyon at di ko ito sinasabi pra i-comfort ka.
Naniniwala akong makatutulong ka sa Gabay bilang pinuno. =) *hug*
Para sa mga nagtatanong, Yes, i'm okay. =)
Thanks.
someone: Jo, nadisappoint ako sa resulta ng eleksyon at di ko ito sinasabi pra i-comfort ka.
Naniniwala akong makatutulong ka sa Gabay bilang pinuno. =) *hug*
Para sa mga nagtatanong, Yes, i'm okay. =)
Thanks.
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
my favorite regret
Will you be my favorite regret?
Could I be your sweetest mistake?
Trade one step back for two ahead
Just a little time that's all
Don't be afraid to fall
This catch I won't forget
My favorite regret
Won't you let me chip away the stone?
Are you really better off alone?
Won't you let your guard down one more
Just like I've done mine
We'll look until find something neither will forget
My favorite regret
Will you be my favorite regret?
Cut the strings attached but save the thread
I know your feelings are probably right
But just this once tonight as you lay in your bed
Place a little on this bet
My favorite regret
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