blogging and work

I like blogging because whenever I feel lonely or depressed, letting it all out on a journal entry somehow eases the pain. But on the other hand, I am holding back... trying to screen out first the words I am writing... There's always the fact that anyone can read it and I am afraid that I might be able to write something that I would be regretting afterwards. I really want to write about something right now...but I think I'd better not to. :p

Anyway, I am now in the point in my life when I begin to make real-life choices.I mean the kind of decisions that would somehow make or break me.I may be exaggerating a bit but that's how it feels. I always say that my first job won't be my last but hey,i might be wrong too. And I feel that my first job would really be a big factor on the career that I would soon be building. And it scares me that up to now I am still clueless on that. Being unemployed sucks. It makes me feel like I am worthless or my Ateneo education is not really that helpful after all.. Sigh..

But I am NOT the kind of person who gives up easily...so tomorrow is my job hunt! Watch out Makati! :p