IF...

IF it happened a month ago, i would really be sad... i would spend the day thinking how i wasted the chance and how i have chosen OTHER people instead of him... I would be in a state of depression (for a day) knowing that he had found other friends and that we are no longer important to him... BUT that was 6 months ago... and TODAY is really DIFFERENT from way back then. I realized that many things have CHANGED. And I was also partly to blame. But what the heck? Between two paths, i chose THIS. And i can't say that i haven't been happy with how things are going on in my life.

I NEVER want to go back.

But somehow...

i still do miss my old friends.