COA! work and all

This coming week will be my last week in my OJT. yay! :) It's not that i am not enjoying but i still have other responsibilities to attend to. There's COA, COA and COA. hahaha These past few weeks, my schedule has been really hectic. After my OJT, i still had to attend meetings in COA and ANI. There have been 2-3 meetings a week in COA. Sometimes, my meetings in COA and ANI have the same schedule so i had to choose one. Every saturday, i am in Ateneo because of another COA meeting or a training (again about COA). Sigh... But don't get me wrong. I love being busy with something that is self-fulfilling. I am really enjoying my COA experience. It seems that the long absence of Jun have been a blessing for me because i got the chance to stretch myself to the limits and be strong and capable for the cluster. I had to be the final decision maker. I had to be the leader and i like that. I like it not because of the power that comes with it. I like it because i also learn new things. I like this new experience. I love being busy with COA work. I like the nerve-wracking feeling about deadlines and other requirements. :) haha. Jun will be back today. At least there will now be two brains instead of one. :)

It has been my plan to end my OJT on Friday so that I can join Gabay Plansem and LSAT training. I hope it's worth it..

A favor

Stop asking me. Please. Just stop dragging my name because it’s not my business. For the longest time, I have been very generous in answering the same questions over and over again. My trips to Ateneo have always been tinted by the same issues and intrigues. People who are not even close to me have asked me just because they can’t stop blabbering. Why don’t you just ask me how my summer has been or how my OJT is doing so that I can say, “hey, I am fine. It’s tiring but quite an experience. :) Hmmm…I am enjoying my experience as part of a company. I have been very busy with COA and ANI too, but it’s ok.:)”. Instead of being asked, “uy, kamusta? Anong reaksyon mo?” Etc etc.

Stop asking me. Please, just stop making all these noises and treating it as a big showbiz scoop because hey, guess what? I am not a celebrity and it is definitely not a scoop. I don’t mind if people talk about it and I don’t care what their opinions are. When I am asked, I always answer. I am not that stingy. But please, draw the line between being curious and being an intruder with my personal life. No matter how many questions you throw me, you’ll never understand. And I hate it that people don’t understand. They never will. Well, I just console myself that they don’t have to anyway.

And can I just say this again? I hate being burdened with all these secrets. I had enough.

PS

Please stop stabbing me at the back. I would really appreciate that.

PPS

Pardon me for the attitude.

Some pictures of my 20th bday!! :)

Sa mga hindi nasabihan, super sorry! biglaan lang talaga...huhuhu.. Sa mga hindi nakasama dahil sa orgs etc, mainggit na lang kayo. joke! hahaha :)

Kasama na rin dito yung trio bonding namin sa Gateway. :)

Visit nyo na lang:
http://ennaoj28.multiply.com

Tapos add nyo rin ako as contact. :)

Sa Timezone.. :)

Videoke. :)

Giant Popocorn (that was destined to be lost.. haha)




mon mon & yumi with their korean pose! :)

charms and b-day girl:)

me with my birthday blog! read my previous entry to visit the site. :)

especially for mon mon, favorite nya eh! haha :)

left overs! :)

crazyyyyyyyyyyy! :)

bestfriends!!! :)

Guess what kung ano ang tina-try naming i-spell? haha :)

My 20th Birthday! :)

I still can’t believe that I now reach the age without the “teen” anymore. (But what the heck, my age can still be called “twenteen” right? *wink*)

I’m 20! :) It wasn’t my birthday anymore but I surely had a blast yesterday!

I had no expectations or whatsoever about my birthday. I never had any plan too! Days before my birthday, people were asking me what my plans were for my day, but I never had any answer. Hahaha :) I really don’t know how to spend my day! All I know is I had to go to Katipunan and see my friends. :)

Since it was my birthday, I didn’t go to my internship. Hahahaha. But of course I told them that I would be absent…I just didn’t tell them it’s my birthday. Hahaha

The weirdest thing that I had to do on my birthday was go to the dentist. Yup, I went to the dentist in the morning! Mon mon accompanied me. Hahaha

Mon mon and I went to school and I saw some of my blockmates (surprisingly, because we don’t have summer class). It was nice seeing friends when you want to see them. :)

Anyway, we had lunch at Yellow Cab. My treat! Hahahaha :) There was me, Yumi, Charms, Mon mon, and Nichael. The others can’t join us because of org responsibilities that time. And besides, it wasn’t really planned.

I love my blockmates!!!!!! I was with my blockmates almost the entire day. :) It was nice seeing them again. :) Those I did not see that day just texted me. :) Jun even texted me eventhough he’s in France! Jun, regalo mo sakin! Dapat sa France mo binili ah. Hahaha

Texts just kept on coming the whole day! :) Thanks to soulmate for I think he was partly to blame for that. :) I was awaken several times in the morning like 3 am and 5 am because of those texts (although I immediately went back to sleep). I finally woke up at around 6 am (I think my body clock is now well adjusted to my office hours 8 am – 5:30). There were 13 messages! Weeeeeeeee! :) Thanks guys for staying up so late or for just remembering me at that moment. Hahaha

So what made my day? My day became super special because of the birthday blog. Thanks mon and charms! :) hahahahahaha I wasn’t expecting anything really…but nonetheless, what a pleasant…no, pleasant is not enough…hmm…what a great, thoughtful, super special, super heartwarming surprise! I love you both! BFF nga! Ahahaha :) Thanks for everyone who tagged! :) Thanks rin kambal for trying to get people to post their messages at the tagboard. :)

(Just click the picture to visit my birthday blog! :)

Mon Mon also made me Mango Float! :) I love Mango! She was really apologetic because according to her, it didn’t look presentable anymore because she made it in Laguna pa. hahaha. I didn’t care! :) It was delicious! :) Thanks sobra..gumawa ka pa talaga. :)

Thanks soulmate for your gifts. :) I love Choco Mousse! :) and thanks for the flower too! It was really cute! :)

Kambal! Hahahahaha. Although I hate frogs, I love your gift! Alam ko may halong pang-aasar yun since alam mo na ayoko talaga ng frogs. But anyway, it was really sweet of you to remember that tiny bit of info. :)

Over-all? I am happy. :)

Thanks! It was a very happy birthday! :)

Pahabol:

I also cut my work today! Hahahaha. We’re going to the mall to watch movie! Birthday part 2! Also, I barely had sleep because of dvds and bonding times here at Charmie’s. :)

I Think God Can Explain

I Think GOD Can Explain

There's a lot of things I understand
And there's a lot of things that
I don't want to know
But you're the only face I recognize
It's so damn sweet of you
to look me in the eyes

It's alright, I'm O.K.
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get caried away

It's alright, I'm O.K.
I think God can explain
I'm relieved I'm relaxed
I'll get over it yet

The sent of vasoline
in the summertime
The feel of an icecube
Melting overtime
The world seems bigger
Than both of us
Yet it seems so small
when I begin to cry

It's alright I'm O.K.
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get carried away

It's alright I'm O.K.
I think God can explain
I'm relieved I'm relaxed
I'll get over it yet.

I'm so much better than you guessed
I'm so much bigger than you guessed
I'm so much brighter than you guessed

I'ts alright I'm O.K.
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get carried away

It's alright I'm O.K.
I think God can explain
I'm relieved I'm relaxed
I'll get off of your back

I think God can explain
I think God can explain

I think God can explain

I think so too...


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"selfless love" coming up next on this blog. :p

another entry

i have been writing here and there - stuffs that i have been wanting to blurt out in my blog but i guess God has a way to stop me from making the wrong decisions and maybe in saying things that i will eventually regret later on...

Yes, i have written and tried to write my anger, frustrations and sadness but everytime i try to access my blog or even write, something always come up that i wasn't able to post them. (As you know, it's my habit to write first in MS word.)
So, many entries are just being kept in my desktop.

I also try to stop myself from doing things (and posting stuffs) that will hurt other people. My blog can be accessed by the public and it's not in my principle to intentionally (and even unintentionally, even though sometimes i do) hurt others.

More so, i realized that the more i write about the pain, the more painful it becomes and it lingers... it can really go to depression you know.. i wouldn't want that.
So i am stopping myself from looking back and even from thinking about it.
When i am with friends, i am strong. i feel that i can face whatever news i get.
But when i am alone, i am still wondering why the same reason still makes me cry.


I heard this song from PBB...and i envy Wendy, really. I think this is the Bruce's song for Wendy.

When She Cries

The road I have traveled on,
Is paved with good intentions.
It's littered with broken dreams,
That never quite came true.
When all of my hopes were dying,
Her love kept me trying.
She does her best to hide,
The pain that she's been through.

When she cries, at night,
And she doesn't think that I can hear her.
She tries, to hide,
All the fear she feels inside.
So I pray, this time,
I can be the man that she deserves.
'Cos I die a little each time,
When she cries.

She's always been there for me,
Whenever I've fallen.
When nobody else believes,
She'll be there by my side.
I don't know how she takes it,
Just once, I'd like to make it,
Then there'll be tears of joy,
That fill her lovin' eyes.

When she cries, at night,
And she doesn't think that I can hear her.
She tries, to hide,
All the fear she feels inside.
So I pray, this time,
I can be the man that she deserves.
'Cos I die a little each time,
When she cries.


So I pray, this time,
I can be the man that she deserves.
'Cos I die a little each time,
When she cries.

My own update :)

Thanks Charms for updating my blog! hahahaha

Anyway, what's new with me? just like what Charmie said, i am super busy with my OJT plus my other responsibilities in ANI and COA since Jun is not around.

My OJT is in Ramcar Group of Companies. But i am assigned in the marketing department for Motolite Battery. I feel like a real employee. :) i read the newspaper daily and get relevant news for the company and interpret them so that they will know the impact of the news in company. Now,I am busy making a factbook that they will use in their meetings. So i get GDP, inflation rates, population, number of motorcycles and cars in the Philippines, the sales volume and trend not only here but around Asia as well...i see if there is a trend or when is the business down and why etc..etc. i make charts and tables and interpret the data. i feel that management and economics is not a bad combination as others think. i can really use it in my work.

But my major project is to evaluate their org structure and make recommendations. i think i also have to make a pricing study for them soon.

i am enjoying my work more because of the people. :)

Oh, did i mention that my boss is pretty? :) She's a BAA UP graduate who will be teaching accounting in Ateneo this coming June.

Charmie's entry

Hi dear readers! Jo is not updating because she's busy with her internship at RAMCAR. Well actually, I just think she's not updating because she can't access blogger in their office. Haha.


So what's up with her?

1) She goes home really late because of COA meetings. While Jun is enjoying in France, Jo is burdened with lots of COA work. Haha, joke lang Jun!

2) Her birthday is coming up! 11 days to go! Don't forget to greet her, okay? Okay!

3) She misses Mon-Mon and me! *wink wink* We definitely need a Trio bonding time.

4) She's gotten over the "painful truth" (I guess).

5) Only selfless love... Hahah. Jo will elaborate on this on her next post.


Errr.. wala na 'kong masulat. Just wait for her update this weekend. :)

And oh, ignore the "ehem Charmie... ehem" in her previous entry.

girlfriend :)

eto na... tulad ng sinabi ko charms. hahaha :)

Girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don’t like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it’s not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

You’re so fine
I want you mine
You’re so delicious
I think about ya all the time
You’re so addictive
Don’t you know what I could do to make you feel alright?
Don’t pretend I think you know I’m damn precious
And Hell Yeah
I’m the motherfucking princess
I can tell you like me too and you know I’m right

She’s like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that’s what everyone’s talking about!

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don’t like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it’s not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

I can see the way, I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time again and again
So come over here, tell me what I want to hear
Better yet make your girlfriend disappear
I don’t want to hear you say her name ever again
(And again and again and again!)

She’s like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that’s what everyone’s talking about!

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don’t like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it’s not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

In a second you’ll be wrapped around my finger
Cause I can, cause I can do it better
There’s no other
So when's it gonna sink in?
She’s so stupid
What the hell were you thinking?!


HEY, hindi to para sau.

Lalo na sa'yo.

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Ehem Charmie..ehem... :)

Chasing Cars

i like this song dati pa. Pero ngayon, gustong gusto ko talaga 'to... :)

"Chasing Cars"

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?